11 October 2005

exhaust

kakapagod yata ang araw na ito kahit na wala ako masyading ginawang super bigat. di ko alam kung saan galing ang bigat pero... wala lang. ewan.

o para sa mga students ko ulit, epal kayo dito. si cris pablo naghahanap ng tao. siya ang nagdirek ng digifilms DUDA at BATH HOUSE. film grad din siya. sabihin nyo narinig niyo yan sa 'kin na titser nyo. email niyo na lang siya sa crisaldopablo at yahoo. hane?

"I am wrapping up my shoot for my third digital video movie titled 'Bilog/Circles.' Naghahanap kami ng non-linear editor or edit supervisor na willing magvolunteer, or anyone who has a lot of time and wants to learn adobe premiere or avid."

o, go na. film grad din yan, older sa 'kin. :P

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bumMer. waLa lang. bUmmer...

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mukhang may isisingko ako. you know, i think kids these days are deep-down conservative and they can't handle too much freedom. i mean, they can't really handle freedom. and they seem to be deviod of sexuality. i don't know why. di ko naman nilalahat pero comparison yan ng mga friends kong teacher na ring matagal-tagal sa peyups at sa iba pang iskul. well, at least wala pa akong student na binili ng island ng magulang niya for his birthday tulad ni popa hehehe. arrreneow kasi e... rich sila.

hay i'm bitchin'. don't mind me.

pero one thing's for sure: they don't know how to handle freedom. i gave them too much. i think i have to take it back next time. a handful of them didn't give anthing in return kasi e. what i really hate about students is the fact that they let laziness rule over their intelligence. sayang. yng ganun siguro ang dapat isingko ano, na alam nilang matalino naman sila pero they don't comply. iba ang rebel sa non-conformist sa plain old pasaway lang kasi, dearies. pasaway lang kasi yung iba eh. tamad pa. hay...

kamusta na guro? tangina ang galing ni omeng when he made that poem. that's rommel rodriguez for you guys. naging titser din ng iba kong student na nag-CAL subjects.

galing sa kanyang KONTRAPUNTAL na cdbook na nilathala ng akdang_bayan lit org.

GURO

Kumusta na guro?
Maghapon ka bang nakayuko?
Nasaan na ang sinasabing
Ikaw ay isang bayani?

Sa eskuwela na animo'y kulungan
Rehas ang walang tigil na orasan
Naghahanap ng ibang mapagkakakitaan
Dahil sa sahod na kapos at kulang.

Kuba na ba ang iyon balikat?
Sa libro't mga eksam na kay bigat.
Naghahabol ka na ba ng hininga?
Mukhang kailangan mo na nga ng pahinga.

Suot na salami'y pakapal nang pakapal
habang paglakad mo nama'y pabagal nang pabagal.
Turuan lamang mga itinuturing na hangal
At sa kanila'y makaukit ka ng dangal.

winner di ba? mas winner na ginawa niyang song version iyan. syempre ang kumanta ay si ate carol niya ng pinikpikan. winner yung song ever. pang-top 10.

parang national anthem ko na ito bigla, hane? you're a genius, 'meng. super.

as for the sexuality part, ewan ko. parang they are afraid to talk about sex and sexuality, erotica and porn. e kami kaya noon hindi ganyan! naghahanap pa kami ng "exposure trip" kuno sa mga seedy places etc. tapos lahat talaga pinanonood namin, IN THE REALM OF THE SENSES, SALO, what have you, na encouragement din naman ng titsers namin. ewan. altho i know they're having sex na (at least some of them), parang wala pa ring sexuality na nakikita sa katawan nila minsan, o mukha, lalo na sa gawa. in short, walang libog. ba't kaya? samin kasi, sobra sobra, even if most of us were freaking virgins. virginity had nothing to do with sexuality anyway in those days. i wonder now. parang di ganun. weird. ewan.

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parang gusto kong mag-hibernate muna. i don't know why. the deluge of people this sem is overwhelming me. need to go to the beach man. good thing i bumped into roda the galera girl last week at penguin. gave some details and we're off! but not so soon. dami gagawin sa oct pa eh. aarrrrggggggggghhhhhhhh!

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what's with friendster? nalilito na ko sa kanya! kung anu-ano nagpa-pop. syempre naki-click ko yung mga nasa ibabaw, minsan by accident. tulad nung update friends eklat, may mga nag-update ng photos, profiles etc. so ako si gaga tinignan ko naman mga changes until i thought, "bakit ko ba tinitigan ini?" tapos yung sandamakmak na bulletin spams pa rin ng exclusives tapos meron pang "who's viewed me?" eklat na pag klik ko e wala namang trace kahit sabi nya i've been viewed 12 times since october eklat. nubaaaaaaaaah. clutter! ang chaks na niya yoko na tuloy open yan ever.

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need to gym myself heheh. my gymfreak friends, as i recently found out, froze their fitness first accounts. hehe. thanks for all the "trial days" guys hehe. sabi na nga ba e, aayaw din later e. too good to be true. hehe :P

actually ff is just so freaking big for a gym. yung dati ko naman, better bodies, seems so... i dunno, small na nagkakaubusan ng space pero parang wala ka ring anonymity. ang hirap talaga maghanap ng gym in between that. well. anyway, i'm enjoying my long walks in peyups lately so i think i'll stay with that habang di pa ko nakaka-enrol sa boxing ulit, this time sa ateneo naman. have to find that gym first.

well, first things first. academic mode muna drama ko. saka na ulit ang fitness buff. pero punyeta i miss the bellydancing lessons!!!! at least naka-isang taon din kami dun ano. sayang. nasa hkdisneyland na kasi ang titser. ano kaya job niya dun? hm, siguro siya si esmeralda o jasmine hehe.

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ngek, BETTER LUCK TOMORROW is showing in cinemanila. haha e napapanood ko na kaya yan sa klase ko. i have the dvd :P. laos kayo.

speaking of fil-am films, saw HOOK last week on cinemax and it's cute to see fil-am dante basco hamming it up for spielberg there. pero parang di siya nag-age since then until mapanood ko siya sa THE DEBUT (or in short, my big fat filipino debut party). scary. pero mas naging ham siya dito sa DEBUT. well.

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wow! top 5 literary cities, according to lonelyplanet, are:

1. prague
2. new york
3. london
4. san francisco
5. paris

wow! yes bullet day i will visit all of you!

pero bakit prague? hm... any clues anyone? actually, dapat kasali ang manila dyan. kung buhay pa si nick joaquin, poprotesta yun. hmp.

shet i miss traveling, whether sa loob o labas ng bansa. :(

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